fucking
didnt sleep last night, my eyes are sore as hell. I dont know what to do with myself anymore, I am failure and dissapointment, I am needed but I am a problem. sorry everyone but i have no one I can talk to, no one will read it i know but thats probably a good thing. I am going to get so out of my head tonight that I dont know whats going on, if i can foget for just 5 minutes it will be a fucking god send.
